All I Want....

All I want is everything, too much is not enough.

All I want is to be happy, smile is not enough.

All I want is to be wanted, wanting is not enough.

All I want is to be strong, I am not brave enough.

All I want is cry, a pillow is not enough.

All I want is satisfaction, songs are not enough.

All I want is peace, silence is not enough.

All I want is to dance, rhythm is not enough.

All I want is solitude, this world is not enough.

All I want is everything, some thing is not enough.

A blessing, a tender heart and a genuine soul!

“Who is she?”, she asked.

I said, ”She is a daughter, a sister and a friend.”

“Who is she?”, she asked again.

I answered, “She is beauty. She is sexy. She is smart. She is Miss Know it all. She is a learner. She is a competitor. She is fun. She is ferocious. She is a lover. She is an idol. She is a friend. She is a blessing. She is brave. She is amazing.”

“Who is she?”, she questioned wanting to know more.

 I told, “She is my song buddy. She is my inspiration. She is my strength. She is my hangout partner. She is my conversation changer. She is my picture model. She is the sweetest smile.”

“Who is she?”, she was curious again

I said, “She knows me. She understands me. She is not a writer but her writings are wildly amazing. She laughs and makes me laugh. She has beautiful eyes. She rocks every dress. She can answer it all and can go on all day long. She never loses any argument. She is a dancer and a singer by heart.”

“Who is she?”, she asked again.

I finally replied, “She is the one born on 26^th in the month of love. She is the one who doesn’t do anything extraordinary and yet everything that pleases me. She is my crazy friend.

!

She is wonderful and I love her.”

“And You Can Say That Again!”, she smiled.

Love you like a love song, Baby!

It's been said and done. All the beautiful thoughts been already sung, and I guess right now here's another one!

They met as friends of friends one noon in Autumn. Shyness lingered over them every time they came across. Friends replaced the tag of friends of friends by winter. They spent the lonely noons together. The girl was shy and the boy pretended to be the opposite. They would talk and laugh and listen to each other. As the Spring knocked the door, feelings sprouted in her heart.

She admired him the way he was. Feelings came with no remote to control. Friendship climbed some steps. The more she understood him, the more she grew respect. In Summers, they turned best buds. They shared things that nobody knew and spent times of laughter. He sensed her emotions yet decided to say nothing and pretended to not know. Friendship leaped another steps.

The leaves withered away in the fall and cool breezes filled the air. "No .... don't think too much. Don't spoil the band you share.", she thought. She tried and tried and tried and pretended the emotions were gone but he popped in her thoughts at moments of despair.

"Just let it be", she said and found herself in middle of a dilemma of "Imaginary or Real??"

She wondered deeply, "just a crush... that's all. He musn't feel the same"
 
The month of love came to life and feelings sprouted again..... but this time in his heart.
He thought and thought and thought and decided to let her know. "The thing that wasn't supposed to happen.... just happened!" ,she mused. Butterflies, anxiety, nervousness, excitement, and what not conquered her entirely.

She reacted, he laughed. The bond was even stronger and deeper and there they are somewhere between..... Words of the Wise and The Ocean of Thoughts!! 

And I want you to know baby..... I, I love you like a love song baby! I, I love you like a love song baby. And I keep hitting re-pe-pe-pe-peat!

 That's all folks!!

That's what I miss!!

It's the voice that I hear, that silences the hundreds of questions that pop in my mind. The voice that's so polite, melodious and sexy that rings in my ears for hours, it's his face that I miss.

The gaze that holds me for times, that reads my unvoiced emotions every time, the hypnotic look that leaves me mesmerized, it's his eyes that I miss.

The hands that rub my cheeks, the hands that moves through my hair, that's sometimes interlocked in mine, that catches the tears falling from my eyes, that seals my lips from moving, it's his touch that I miss.

The face that's always in the shadows in my dreams, that brings an automatic smile on my lips, that brightens my day and deepens my sleep, that ever lasting smile and the never ending emotions......... it's him whom I miss!! 

The Wait!

"Oh shit, I'm gonna get late", he said looking at the time by his watch. He ran in a hurry all through the street, and finally stopped when he saw the only girl he had been watching from a few weeks now, dancing on her own beat.He watched her everyday in school or in the evening at 6 pm to be exact.He would rush through every other business save from this. He wouldn't walk, just saw her walking or dancing with her earphones on! He often tried to read her lips to know the song she was singing. Every time he saw her, sort of frenzy began in him. Every day he came, he pushed himself to talk to her once, but actually could never do. The chase was not just confined to the path covered with autumn leaves, he would cut down his way to her classes in school. I his fantasies..... they talked... for hours, they laughed, walked together, but in reality..... he just watched and admired her.

Soon came December, the month she loved the most as it was her birth month. 

"So my lady, what would you like?", he wondered as if asking her casually while he had his gaze stuck on her one freezing evening.

Days passed, he had thought of so many ways to ask her out and had planned surprises for his lady. One evening, he came all prepared to the street, determined to finally confess to his feelings but to his dismay there was a no show. It started snowing....... he waited for an hour and left with a heavy disappointed and worried heart. School was closed, he couldn't see her for days....... He was anxious, worried and confused and helpless. Christmas passed and the season went on with no shows!! It was New Year's eve.......the town buzzed with the New Year Celebrations..... however, the boy sat on a bench away from the crowd...... terribly sad he was...... for he could neither see her nor could wish her. His mind said she would not come while his heart argued that she would. His eyes anxiously searching....... his eyes dropped on not seeing her so far. 

"The party is inside...... what are you doing out in the cold?", he heard somebody say who now sat besides him.

"Quite boring for me ", he replied disappointedly. The girl wondered what must he be thinking, before she could say another word, she heard him asking, "What are you doing outside?"

"Well.... the party isn't working for me and besides, I wanted to Thank somebody for the beautiful roses I found at my door this morning."

He rose his head and finally had a gaze on her face and it lit with a huge smile...... his eyes were filled with utter happiness. "Uh.... how..... I mean.... Hey!!", he fumbled with the words. The girl laughed softly..... and said,"Hi.....".
"I'm sorry........ you said something about roses....?"
"Yeah.... the lovely roses...... I loved those...... Thanks!!", she smiled.

"Why are you thanking me?", he asked dubiously.
"What........ you didn't really think that you were the only one watching??!!", she raised her eyebrows with a smirk.

The smile on his face got wider....... they shared the same blush on their faces. They heard the church bell chime at new year.......

"Happy B'day!!", he wished and she smiled.

"I must be your last wish.", he said disheartened. To which she replied, "No, You are my First Wish!!"

They kissed and wished, "Happy New Year!!" 

It''s never too late.....

Life is too short, if you are waiting for the perfect moment to live, every moment is perfect.Don't hesitate, it's better to let your friend know the truth from you than from somebody else. Don't complain, it's better to cry today than to regret tomorrow.You never know which breath would be your last, so don't put your work off to tomorrow.Things don't happen the same way twice.Don't live in the past, live the present.These are the Words of the Wise..... with no rhyme scheme.Things are not the same for long..... because leaves do wither away, only to be grown again.You don't always get second chances, so don't wait for something good to happen. Go out make good things happen.Never keep things to yourself..... things are meant to be shared.Make somebody smile everyday.... for that is the best thing you can do.Reach out for a heart........ because not every wound bleed.

Because you are special!!

“Friends are a strange, volatile, contradictory, yet sticky phenomenon. They are made, crafted, shaped, molded, created by focused effort and intent. And yet, true friendship, once recognized, in its essence is effortless.

Best friends are formed by time.

Everyone is someone's friend, even when they think they are all alone."

We fight, we laugh, we cry, we chat, we don't talk.......... something that doesn't change, is the bond so strong. There were dark days with no hopes of brighter days , but your love never faded. You were there all along in every twist and turn. You were stubborn  not to leave me all alone. You showed me what I am, what I was......... and today I stand all strong and brave because I had your back! The letters you wrote, the tears you shed, everything you did for me....... just made me respect you more and more. I don't know if  I make any sense, but you are a gem. A true friend..... you really are.

You are my sweetheart!! I love you my Dipsie! :*
I cherish your love, your care. Wish you keep by your side for ever. Happy B'day, my cutie pie! The evil girlie!!

We sign our cards and letters BFF
You've got a million ways to make me laugh
You're lookin' out for me, you've got my back
So good to have you around

You know the secrets I could never tell
And when I'm quiet you break through my shell
Don't feel the need to do a rebel yell
'Cause you keep my feet on the ground

You're a true friend
You're here till the end
You pull me aside when something ain't right
Talk with me now and into the night
'Til it's alright again
You're a true friend.