Two Friends.............

Well long time..... hah?! Um, ok so let me start, so here I go.........

Today I am writing for somebody who has been in my life from 5 or so years..... and has been really a different person and special to me..... someone who helped me change into somebody better. Somebody who literally showed me the true meaning of friendship and the word "best friend". 

Words fall less when it comes to me to say something about this person, my friend, a sister, a gentle and kind hearted, silly, sometimes mean....... but that makes me happy as she is mean for my sake, her laughter....... girl know it I am a big fan........... and her sweetness.

Our thoughts still match.......... that makes me feel happy, Yay! Like I said I do not have much to put into words but I just wanna say that I love you.......................... and we will always be friends. 

For you my love, Miss Deepanshi Bansal, I love you.

“When we honestly ask ourselves which person in our lives mean the most to us, we often find that it is those who, instead of giving advice, solutions, or cures, have chosen rather to share our pain and touch our wounds with a warm and tender hand. The friend who can be silent with us in a moment of despair or confusion, who can stay with us in an hour of grief and bereavement, who can tolerate not knowing, not curing, not healing and face with us the reality of our powerlessness, that is a friend who cares.”

It is actually surprising that despite the ups and downs, all the misunderstandings, hatredness, stupidness, and not to forget the other people............. despite of thousands of reasons we still managed to find that one reason to hold onto each other and decided to stick to each other for our lifetime. I can never forget that day when you told me that you had lied to me the first day we talked just because you wanted to be my friend............. I love you for all the things you have done for me obviously, the good but if we hadn't had the hard times then I do not really think that we would have been able to understand each other better and become what we are and what we mean to each other. 

“Friendship is unnecessary, like philosophy, like art.... It has no survival value; rather it is one of those things which give value to survival.” 

To The Friendship.........

Found this worth reading...........

So here's to the Friendship, that will grow deeper and stronger every single day and to the Friends, that will always be in my life. Let me tell them one thing, they are stuck with me for the lifetime!


“Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it’s like being young again. Colours seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day’s work and always brings a smile to your face. In their presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but you find you’re quite content in just having them nearby. Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon. You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that’s so real it scares you. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life.”

Especially for someone closer to my heart!

That's So Random !!!

“Insanity is doing the same thing, over and over again, but expecting different results.”

Today I am just writing for shushing the voices in my head. 

We live daily, experience various things in our day to day hasty lives. It usually happens that things may not happen as they should or rather the way we expect. Life always flabbergast us with the twists and turns it takes. Friends.... are the best medicine a person can have especially a teenager. However, it often happens that they too go through some ups and downs, some misunderstandings, some wrong judgement. 

" Why Always Me ?" This is the question that comes first to everybody's mind, but let me shed some light on this part......  Friendship Demands SACRIFICE, People and even Life.... will give you a million reasons to let go of people but if you really want that one person in your life then despite the reasons you gotta find just one good reason to hold onto that person. 

It may also happen that the other person is at fault not you but you know....... they say, You are not getting any younger if you are the one apologizing.  Sometimes you gotta take a chance and give a new life to your friendship. I know its a lot easier said than done but I am saying all these out of experience and just trying to amend my mistakes that I did in my past. Sometimes its worth taking a chance that to sit idle and do nothing expecting others to take the initiative. 

P.S. : I MAY HAVE WRITTEN WITH SOMETHING ELSE IN MY MIND BUT WROTE THIS INSTEAD! 

REST......... YOUR LIFE, YOUR CHOICE! Who am I to say anything?!

The Unsaid Emotions

Relation. This word in itself has got a deep meaning to it. However it is kind of strange that we keep learning more and more of this word till our last breath. Relations never die, only people do. When we live we live several relations, one such is the relation of siblings.

The relation of siblings is yet unexplained, they fight, they literally fight, and it is damn true that they can not live without each other. If you are a single child trust me you have certainly missed living the most beautiful relation, a relation you can never forget and obviously you wouldn't even dare or want to. The emotions, the feelings, the secrets, are unsaid. It is something that can not be explained in words, for words aren't enough. Being with someone younger that you makes you feel wiser and caring and being with someone elder makes you feel young as if you are still a kid, far away from the worries of the world, the roller coaster life. You feel being cared. The relation that's out of this world is the relation of siblings.

" I HATE YOU !! ", These are the first words that I utter whenever I indulge in a fight with my brother. It happens all the time and I am pretty sure that it is gonna continue till the time we are living together. He has got a name but that wasn't enough for me...... so I have given him some very very good names 😉

 When it comes to praise somebody especially someone important in my life, I am always short on words. I never find the right words, but I know one day I will find the words and they'd be right! 
Whatever I say and whatever I do, in the end I know that I can not live without my two very imaginative, creative, idiot brother and sister. Oh, they make me laugh, sometimes cry but that's the best part of this relation. My mother always keeps wondering " What are they up to now, if they are sitting together quietly ?" I will say in praise of we three kids of our parents that WE ROCK!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

I never ever have said that how much I care and love them two but I know that they know. You need not express your feelings, your emotions, your cries they just happen to know! The credit goes to the telepathy, of course!
But yes, you cannot live without sharing and its not food that I am talking about!

I love the time that I spend with my siblings and the laughter we share. Those moments are precious and priceless. 

I just love them!!! However and Whatever they are.

New Experience

So I thought of creating a blog taking inspiration from my friends. I am just sitting monk, have nothing to do, did not feel like studying so here I am writing to myself just like old days. Life changes quickly, it takes so many twists and turns, faces so many leaps and bounds and in the end shows you or rather teaches you lessons for your lifetime. Yes I am writing about something in particular, my friends, uh... they are so different from each other, all of them, sometimes I fail to understand their notions behind their words, sometimes I do not see the things the way they see and do not understand the way they act! I am just an ordinary girl living like I am supposed to live.... but sometimes people make me wonder that is it really the life that  I want to lead and live? I am not always happy with my life but when I am I want people to be a part of it, my FRIENDS to be a part of it. But just because of some certain things I am forced to cease my expectations from them I am SELFISH, yes I do not talk endlessly for hours.... I am not that kinda girl, and I am not sure if I can be... but just because I do not say anything does not mean that I do not want to say anything! Some of my friends are so aware of me that they can tell you things on my mind, as if they can read it out...... but some of my friends do not put any effort to even ask. Whatever and however they are, they are friends and I love them. I do not want any of them to be far away from them. I am really happy from one incident happened during holidays that made me felt being understood, especially from a person I had not expected. Rest of my friends????? Well what can I say about them? They know everything and indeed deserve some really good words but I am sorry guys, I am sorta short on them. But you people know what I might say in your praise..... I just love you guys, all of you, especially The one with the Green hair clips(wearing on 11/11/2013).