Smile!

Smile, a perfect curve any person can ever have, that can make shades of emptiness fade away.

Smile even if your mind says no.
Smile even if your heart aches.
Smile even if your thoughts rebel.
Smile even if there's a storm inside.
Smile even if your eyes deceive you.
Smile even if you're in agony.
Smile even if you're world's upside down.
Smile even if the path you're walking is least trodden.
Smile even if you feel envy.
Smile even if you don't win.
Smile if you learnt something.
Smile even if you don't want to.
Smile even if you've got no reason.

Smile is the best thing that any one can give another soul. Smile rescues a sinking heart. Even if you don't do any shred of work in your entire day, smile and let it make wonders. Smiles have their own charm! 

The heart wants what it wants

“You’re crazy”, he said when she said something funny.” No, I speak out my heart sometimes”, she replied honestly “You don’t really care what people think about you, do you?”, he questioned mocking her.  “Never have, never will”, she said smiling, gladly jumping over a puddle, in the most childish manner. The sunset was beautiful, birds were chirpy, a fading rainbow, a slow walk. “Your bizarre reactions take me by surprise at times. Things that you do out of the blue. Like this jumping and smiling to yourself all the time”, he said after thinking for a few moments, then he smiled, “ but I like it.” She returned a smile, walking her normal pace. “Tell me something about you that I don’t know”, he asked with curiosity in his eyes.

“I go crazy rarely and with some very specific people. I do what my heart desires. I know I should listen to my mind, but my hearts always rules over my mind. I listen to people, I seek advises, but I find myself doing what my heart craves for.  Sometimes I even end up scolding myself for screwing around, and not following my mind’s instructions”, she said thinking out loud. “The heart wants what it wants”, he stated. “Where the heart gets what it wants. Winning the battles from my mind, and doing things knowing I’ll only hurt myself more, going with the flow, sometimes even regretting, but making me do what it wants”, she answered pondering slightly. “Don’t let it rule your mind then”, he pointed out. She smiled and said, “If I won’t do what my heart wants then who will? And I can survive darkness and shadows if I get to dance in the rain every once in a while. ” He thought over and asked, “All this for few minutes’ happiness?” She looked him in the eyes, smile filling her eyes, and spoke, “All this for what it’s worth, for my brave heart. Because the heart wants what it wants.” He smiled thinking over what she said and said, “You’re utterly absurd.” She laughed and said, “I know.”

Someday

"What would be heaven?" She asked lost in deep thought.
"Waking up in his arms." I answered imagining the whole scene.
"A smile?" She asked curiously.
"And a deep kiss." I replied.
"Breakfast in bed?" She questioned further pressing the moment.
"Cook together, a beautiful morning, our favorite songs, chirpy faces." I smiled.
"What after that?"
"His hair, my hands."
"Beautiful..."
"...would be the sunset, the soft grass, his head, my lap." I smiled to the thought.
"No books?"
"Entire afternoon." 
"And he won't disturb?" She asked.
"He'll be doing something he'd love."
"Silence?"
"A magical one. We'll be the silence lovers."
"Or the silent lovers?" She teased.
"More like the whisperers." I casted a notorious smile.
"And the evening?"
"A fun affair."
"A wild kiss?" She raised her brows.
"A wicked smile!"
"His arms?"
"Heaven!" 
"Soon?"
"Someday..."

Locked away

There they stood, gazing at each other passionately. The moment they were in, couldn't be felt by anyone else, couldn't be in right words. A gaze so unbreakable, a hold invisibly impenetrable. A gown, a tux, and waltz in the starry sky. A moment so heavenly.

A place packed with strangers, and yet the feeling of being on their own. Just the two of them. The two of them, and the icing floor, felt soft underneath their feet. A roar of applaud, a sweet and beautiful song. Everyone's eyes alighted with joy, theirs with sadness, for having few moments with each other. A reassuring smile on his face, a tear of love rolling down her cheek.

Laughter and humor filling the air around. Their senses shut to everything, but stood reading the eyes.

Groom at the alter, bride walking down the aisle, melody filling in. Locked by each other's gaze, they said their vows without parting their lips. No bestman, no bridesmaid. Just the two of them.
Two souls intertwined, when their bodies stood still, eyes not moving.

Much awaited dance of the married couple, and here they stood, smiling, happily unmarried. Holding hands, lost in the moment. Last song, last see off, last dance, last kiss. Time never stopping. Last moment with each other before being parted from the icing of the cake.

A last chance. A last hold. A last gaze. A last second to remember for a thousand years. One last breath.


His last smile, her last tear.
And separation of hands.

He knows the traitor!

"Please don't be in love with some one else, please don't have somebody waiting on you." Murmuring the lyrics to herself, she walked to the mirror to have a last glance at herself. She looked at the face that was glowing with freshness, but her eyes whispering another story. Ignoring what she was seeing, she walked out the door, treading the sidewalk that she always took to work. Maintaining the pace, with her headphones on, she walked on, not glancing around for a second. Today was different, she was listening to the same songs that she loved, but not singing along, not dancing to her own beat. Her pace slower than usual and she wasn't enjoying the autumn's shower of leaves that she loved, she was just walking absentmindedly, though fully aware as to where she was going. But today was different.

"Morning!" She was wished by her usual desk partner. She never realized  that he always waited at the door for her. They walked in together and settled in, facing each other. They never talked, never even exchanged their views about work.

Sitting just across her, he thought of a thousand ways to manage his work but never could he manage to ask her how she was and what she liked. But he liked to watch her when she wasn't looking. When today he looked at her, he felt unrest. For a split second, their eyes met, and he heard what they were saying. He felt the emotions, he felt the unsaid pain. He felt the warmth of her cheeks and listened to her beating heart. All in a split second, and a tear rolled down his cheeks, she blinked but couldn't look away. Her heart revolted to reach out to the guy sitting just across, to hold him and tell him that what ever it was will be alright. The same moment, he smiled, and both their worries vanished. That minute was all they ever needed, in which they shared their words and promised for better times ahead. She was calm again, now she could dance on the bed of colors on which her heart lay. And she smiled seeing him smile again. Today was different, because today she wanted to say it out loud," Please don't be in love with someone else, please don't have somebody waiting on you"
She looked at him with intense emotions in her eyes, never saying  word, but today was different and today he replied," Even if I had to wait, I'll wait for a thousand years.", without taking his gaze off her.  Something he had been yearning to say, something she was desperate to hear. Today was different because Something different was about to start.

The difference you know

You know the place is different when you look for your corner and it's not there anymore. you know the place is different when you don't know the switch board combinations anymore. You know the place is different when you lie down to stare at your favorite spot and it's not the same anymore. You know the place is different when you don't find your cozy couch to laze around. You know the place is different when you  lay your head and your same tear soaking pillow is not there anymore. You know the place is different when you search for familiar faces and you don't see them anymore. You know the place is different when the chirps of the birds are not the usual ones anymore. You know the place is different when the path you know is not there to tread anymore. You know the place is different when you search for your smile and it's not there anymore.

String of love

She's brave. She's strong. She's a miracle. An angel. An amazing soul. A kind heart she's got. She stands tall through the times of hardship. And she never gets tired trying to help her loved ones out. She just can't sit around and watch things happen, she believes in making wonders with smiles. There's never been a time when I have seen her lose hope. She has been an optimist and has showered her love on me all times. If you are wondering, who is she? She is my love. And she already knows that.

She's not the only one who pours immense love on me, there happens to be another tender soul in my life. He believes in expressing our truest emotions to the persons we love the most. He loves to crave the company of his friends, and do all that it takes to make them smile. He is pure at heart and a generous one. Shy but not so shy at times! Love is all that he gives away and is what he craves the most. Times might get rough but never ever does he let things go out of his hands. Staying calm at the roughest times is what I have learned from him. Who is he? He is my bud. My carbon copy except for the fact that he is a lot more patient than I am.

They are the main reason that I stay in one piece. I may get on their nerves sometimes but never do they lose it with me. To have hope is what they teach me and never once have they given up on me. They let me be and hold on to me. They love me deeply and it shows. I have been blessed to have found two siblings who don't just hold on to each other but share their string of love with me as well. To sing and swirl in the storm is the outcome of their strength and love. Love is what's bigger than us. They inspire me, they are my mentors, they are my stress busters, they are my strength. Everything happens for a reason and my horizon got brighter with these two stars as they happened to me.

My love for them is a genuine one and a stronger one!