H.O.P.E.

Life is not a bed of roses, certainly thorns are unforgettable part of it. You can't lie in it without getting yourself peirced at certain occasions. Life was never easy and times are always difficult. As we walk the road, we are some times knocked down so bad. At times, there's no strength left to stand up again. You feel vulnerable and you find million reasons to give all up. Solitude and despair outgrows you. You may also mistake it to be the end of your day. But one must never forget, end is always the beginning. Nothing really ends bad for anyone. We find a new path to tread on. We take the different road and we find a new hope. Life is something that you cant just ditch and your heart is something that will never stop desiring. Hearts are delicate. They only understand love. And love never leaves our side. The invisible shield of love always protects us and makes us go on. Take it from some one who's been there, there's always hope, there's always a way. Stay happy in the darkest hour and you will find light of the stars. Walk in the gloomiest street and you will find a tender hand of a friend. You fall, you rise. You cry,  you smile. And time flies. When they say, times are never the same, they are right. For, we never stay the same, why shall time be any different? Find a reason to smile everyday. Smiles heal. I have heard that Smiles make wonders! Never let your heart shatter.Even if they do, don't give up. When there's nothing, there's hope. And hope does miracles!
Always H.O.P.E. for when you Hold On, Pain Ends, and when it does,
Smile and stay beautiful, everything will look beautiful to your eyes. For you are beautiful at heart!

Pleasure

One finds different ways to work things out. One has thousands of reasons to escape situations and surely,one discovers a variety of things that would give him the feeling of pleasure. A feeling that makes you feel alive, like you had just found your new self. When one does something out of pleasure, one is filled with positive vibes,as if nothing was ever wrong or could go wrong now. Happiness, in other forms, as excitement and anxiousness conquers one completely. I love that delirious feeling. What do I do to feel that way? I make myself absorb in a well written story and i get lost in it. It feels lively and pleasant every time. I always end up accusing people of various things for their roles and getting excited and anxious and disheartened and disapointed and all the things a person in real feels. I don't just read i live the moments. And that gives me utter happiness. When the stories end, however, i always get carried away and sometimes, even move to tears. I have sometimes even found myself in silence and grief and over whelmed. At times, also have to remind myself that it was another story that i was reading that has come to an end. I love imagining stuff. Fantasies turns me up the most. I fancy the epic and wild fictions that i love to read. I think as if i have already lived different lives. Most of them have happy endings.
  Life is all about being part of the long race that never lets you rest. Why lead the path with boredom and why just live once! I say, we live our wildest fantasies and feel joy every time. Best thing about fictional stories, you can always have happy endings. That leaves you more joyous than before.

Dreamless night!

And she fell asleep after midnight. Soaked in her own tears. Despair all over her face. Her lips pressed together in the hardest line. She lay motionless. Breathing against her will. It was a dreamless night, what was left of it. There was no wound but the pain was excruciating. Unbearable every second.
 But she could not sleep forever. She had to wake up. Life stood still on the door step and the time swayed silently. Any minute now, the alarm would go on and she would be up.
 And she would have to go by her routine. Any minute now. Birds started to chirp and light hit the glass. Her heart still shadowed. She was writhing again. Shouting for relief but no sound echoed. Just the chirp. Alarm woke her up, but her cries were all that she could hear. She sat up, all hopes abandoned now. Hold on pain ends, she enchanted and bravely put on a smile and got herself ready to step out and embrace life,  ignoring her bleeding heart.